emotions.

emotions are radical.

i always wonder if people feel their emotions the way i do? when i experience a certain emotion, i feel it full force. it consumes my whole being. i experience feeling things such that feeling deep in your stomach. some of my emotions make me physically just worn out; from shaking, crying, throwing up (nervousness mainly), to the smiling and laughing.. the list goes on and on. just, when i experience an emotion, i feel it deep into my bones. it's pretty intense. each emotion portrays itself so different in me.

the thing about my emotions.. i can hide them if i really want to. most of the time i don't hide my emotions. i see no point in hiding how i feel about something. so if you ask me how i am feeling or what i think about something, i am going to be honest. but there are occasions that i can hide how i am feeling.. such as when i am sad. i can hide it really good. sadness hurts. i'm such a happy person, so when i experience sadness, i don't want to send sad vibes to anyone else. i like just keeping it to myself (possibly spilling it to one of my best friends) and going on with the happy person that i am.

speaking of me being happy.. i am truely a happy person. i LOVE smiling and laughing. if you see me, you will 99.9% of the time see a smile slapped on my face. i LOVE it. laughter and smiling are two of the greatest things EVER. i only hope that my smile and laughter can spread to others that are around me, because i am just that kind of person. i love living life and taking it on by storm, and laughing and smiling along the way. :)

just something on my mind.

toodles.