BLOGGING?!
i haven't blogged in days. shame on me. pffff. life has been going good. :) working a lot!
God has also been showing me that i need to help in my community more. if i want to do His work, why not start right at home? i am in the progress of working on helping others. it's time for me to be a servant, such as Jesus did to those around Him. i mean, if the KING of all can serve others, why should i not?
i'm finding that i am a real 'people person'. and i don't mean that in an egotistical way at ALL. i just mean that.. i get along with everyone. i'm just, me. i don't try to 'fit in' anymore. i am finally happy with who i am. i have always been pretty self concious of myself. but i am silly, clumsy, outgoing, and honest. i'm not perfect. i make mistakes. just me. <----- random, but just needed to get that out. haha.
since i last blogged, i have gone on a hike with ryan. he did an AMAZING photo shoot for me.. to add to my portfolio. :) thanks!
i am working a lot now. two jobs. pulling doubles. it's intense, but it will all pay off when i get my new car. :)
hope whoever reads this is having a great day. :) i know i SURE am. :) woo woo!
if anyone needs prayers, let me know. i would be glad to pray for ya. :)
toodles.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
emotions.
emotions are radical.
i always wonder if people feel their emotions the way i do? when i experience a certain emotion, i feel it full force. it consumes my whole being. i experience feeling things such that feeling deep in your stomach. some of my emotions make me physically just worn out; from shaking, crying, throwing up (nervousness mainly), to the smiling and laughing.. the list goes on and on. just, when i experience an emotion, i feel it deep into my bones. it's pretty intense. each emotion portrays itself so different in me.
the thing about my emotions.. i can hide them if i really want to. most of the time i don't hide my emotions. i see no point in hiding how i feel about something. so if you ask me how i am feeling or what i think about something, i am going to be honest. but there are occasions that i can hide how i am feeling.. such as when i am sad. i can hide it really good. sadness hurts. i'm such a happy person, so when i experience sadness, i don't want to send sad vibes to anyone else. i like just keeping it to myself (possibly spilling it to one of my best friends) and going on with the happy person that i am.
speaking of me being happy.. i am truely a happy person. i LOVE smiling and laughing. if you see me, you will 99.9% of the time see a smile slapped on my face. i LOVE it. laughter and smiling are two of the greatest things EVER. i only hope that my smile and laughter can spread to others that are around me, because i am just that kind of person. i love living life and taking it on by storm, and laughing and smiling along the way. :)
just something on my mind.
toodles.
i always wonder if people feel their emotions the way i do? when i experience a certain emotion, i feel it full force. it consumes my whole being. i experience feeling things such that feeling deep in your stomach. some of my emotions make me physically just worn out; from shaking, crying, throwing up (nervousness mainly), to the smiling and laughing.. the list goes on and on. just, when i experience an emotion, i feel it deep into my bones. it's pretty intense. each emotion portrays itself so different in me.
the thing about my emotions.. i can hide them if i really want to. most of the time i don't hide my emotions. i see no point in hiding how i feel about something. so if you ask me how i am feeling or what i think about something, i am going to be honest. but there are occasions that i can hide how i am feeling.. such as when i am sad. i can hide it really good. sadness hurts. i'm such a happy person, so when i experience sadness, i don't want to send sad vibes to anyone else. i like just keeping it to myself (possibly spilling it to one of my best friends) and going on with the happy person that i am.
speaking of me being happy.. i am truely a happy person. i LOVE smiling and laughing. if you see me, you will 99.9% of the time see a smile slapped on my face. i LOVE it. laughter and smiling are two of the greatest things EVER. i only hope that my smile and laughter can spread to others that are around me, because i am just that kind of person. i love living life and taking it on by storm, and laughing and smiling along the way. :)
just something on my mind.
toodles.
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